O Cherry

i could see the distance between our hands
but i didn't feel it
i could see that your smile wasn't only for me
but i ignored it
i could feel the pain building deep under my skin
but i'll let you hurt me again
i'll let your words tear me apart
i'll let your voice suffocate me
again and again
with your deep black eyes you owned me
in between the lines your shadow captured me
a thousand suns you wouldn't release me
sinusoidal gasps you should've known you abused me

i could hear her giggles oh they're fatal
but i didn't listen
i could stop following and stop crying
but i sacrifised it
i could keep quiet and nod to all advices
but i've paid my visit
i'll let your gestures take my breath away
i'll let you haunt my sleeps
again and again
with your innocence you charmed me
in between the rain your brought blue sky
a thousand foot steps i will follow you
with the high rise apartment feelings you amused me

the heartache is no longer emotional it's physical
i don't cry because it hurts it hurts because i cry
night after night the waiting tortures and crucifies
when will you look back and rescue me?